Beautiful Distraction

PART 1
When I met "Mr.H" for the first time, he was surrounded by a cluster of young men and women.Very liberating.I gave a glance at him, he doesn't seems to be responding to my fussy smile.I took my seat in the oblong bay, switching on the computer system.The girl sitting near to me "Ms.G" gave me a warm and pleasant smile.

Me : "Hello, My name is 'MK'. Nice to meet you".
G: "Hi, I am 'G'.

Our conversatoin continued like that and it didnt take much time for us to become friends (Its like that, I can make friends easily, Thats me, "MK"). But the best among them is always "Ms.R". "Mr.H", was very friendly with everyone. Our affair also started with a friendship, within a short span of time. I never thought that I will befall into such a close and deep relation.

PART 2

The Answer is always UP....

"Hmmm….tired of trying all the ways to overcome this state of calamity. (Will tell u in detail about the ways) No use... Again the thoughts of past is killing me. He is still in the same stand, Ya, of course it’s good (good for everyone). Now, the pain is only mine (may be bcoz am an emotional brat). A good word does not going to cost him anything. And that’s what I expected; my expectation is still going on…..I may be wrong in my expectations now, but I was right for everything, once upon a time.
I will wait, I will wait for him to realize my love (not to continue this relation, but for being good to each other). I believe in our love, crazy isn’t’ it? I love this wild craze!!! enjoying this pain of loneliness, missing, refusal... I am here not blaming anyone, its all situations. May be his situation forced him to do so and my emotions are not ready to accept it."

Fall is in full force now !

"Yes, the problems starts here...

This time when he got angry, I never expected that he is going to build an end for our relation. (For the mistake that I annoyed him calling everyday. It happened several times before and he could forgive me and continued the relation). Expected the same this time. When I realized my mistake I felt sorry and requested him to forgive. But his anger was escalating and behaved so rudely in such a manner, I couldn’t even think about him.

Yes I know its very late, but I shud stop chasing him atleast now. I cant take it anymore...Its no longer a cute cuddly talk.I was stunned, when he said those cruel and insulting words to me. I chased him as I dont wanted to miss him.What else do I do? Few words of curses in return... But praying for his happiness in heart...May be he is also doing the same...

Anyway I decided to stop this relation as he wish though it is not easy for me to do.